Trying to find the words. The reasons to calm my being. So much on my to do list today. All has been achieved this morning… Even with all the hurdles.
Thanking the universe once again.
And yet， inside， everything is muddled… Everything is mixed into one giant puddle of mystery and misery. I started questioning everything… Everything about my life.
I keep forgetting…..
The calm and peace do not come from words. Words will not bring me peace. I have to return to that breath， to the present， to the situation…. Not the problems playing in my head.
Get out now.
Find the wordlessness door.
Go in， then stay there.
Cradle yourself inside peace， love and joy.