Last night I caught up with one of my girlfriends… for reasons unknown to me, she ended up paying for both my dinner and dessert.
I’m not quite sure why she has done such a kind gesture. I am quite amazed by what has been happening in my life at the moment.
This month I have been stretched thinly in the finance department from having to pay my car registration and then car insurance, and then our family holiday to South Korea in May, my fundraising project and my writing course at the end of the month. All within 2 weeks apart.
This week there have been 2 etsy orders on my etsy shop, and then this surprise coming from my closest friend, S.
Is this what people say when they talk about how the universe will go around and try to bring you solutions whenever you share your intentions to the world?
On another note, after a few repeated questions on what’s been going on with my life… I was about to share T’s story. But opted otherwise,,, instead, I mentioned about a man who has been kind to me at work.
I told her,,,
“Well, there is this doc at work who has been delivering the consent right on my desk twice now… I found that to be quite odd. I mean why would he?”
Without any hesitation though, this pondering question of mine must have triggered something in her that she immediately asked how he looked like… implying whether I might see him as a potential love interest.
I told her that he looks of Asian descent and is very young, but I am really trying to get away from the Asian men at this moment because of my past relationship.
She then immediately asked for his name and quickly typed Search on Facebook and voilà~~~ she quickly showed me the first picture of this man smiling ear to ear in front of a belly of an almost expecting young mother. A very sweet picture as they both look very happy.
When she showed me this, I said:
“And yes,,, he is married too. ”
She continued clicking away on his facebook page while I kept on playing with my dessert… then said “Well, looks like this one is in a relationship.” before proceeded to put away her iPhone.
I don’t quite know why, but I was really bothered and bruised by her response and gesture. That she implied what my ego keeps on asking me; whether this man might have been doing this secondary to his interest in me…..
It was so wrong, of course.
My ego was at fault. And therefore, severely bruised and embarrassed.
His kind gesture was pure, kind and friendly.
For me to have receive this from a stranger, I must be grateful and proud. Proud because for one reason or another, he must have felt a connection with my work ethics that he really doesn’t mind going the extra mile; when he can, to give me the consent form….. as a few times it was missing…
So, yes, my dear ego… I do know what you wished for. Unfortunately, the truth is much much greater than that.
The truth is that the kind gestures are abundant. Kind gestures reflect love; love in the purest form, devoid of romance.
Be proud, my dear.